Lately: Lazy Swimsuit Mind Tricks

I've been psyching myself up to buy a new swimsuit for weeks. But I can't tell if I just got too lazy to keep looking, or somehow jedi mind-tricked myself into liking something I didn't 12 hours ago.

How I felt when I tried on my existing swimsuit:

So I went shopping and found the perfect(ish) one:

And then checked the price:

So I looked for others that are less perfect but still good enough.  But that didn't turn out:

(Or, for my non-Southwest folks:

 )

So I rationalized that I would wear the perfect(ish) one all year round here and for multiple years and it's therefore worth the price: 

But they were out of stock in my size (which is a no-go...like limbo):

So I continued searching for more swimsuits but after the perfect(ish) one, they all just feel meh:

So I just try on my old one again:

Did I just do this to myself?

Whatever, I still feel like I accomplished something.